hoe...

Hm. My emotional high seems to be dwindling. Dang. I should pop in "Just Friends" and drool over Ryan Reynolds for a bit.

BAMF

BAMF
Originally uploaded by HotsauceJane.

Mia: Don't you hate that?

Vincent: What?

Mia: Uncomfortable silences. Why do we feel it's necessary to yak about bull in order to be comfortable?

Vincent: I don't know. That's a good question.

Mia: That's when you know you've found somebody special. When you can just shut up for a minute and comfortably enjoy the silence.

--Pulp Fiction

Is there some kind of support group I can join for this?

Sam: I had a big crush on Scarlett Johansson before she did The Island
Me: lol
Sam: But ever since I saw that...meh. hehe
Me: ever since she hit rock bottom she just hasn't been as hot
Me: lol
Sam: lol
Sam: Well
Sam: She was just so amazing in A Love Song for Bobby Long and Lost in Translation
Sam: I really thought she looked like the most talented actress who's ever lived
Sam: But then she sold out
Me: that whore
Sam: That's the third time you've called someone a whore tonight. Such anger!
Sam: I like it.
Me: I seem to have a problem NOT using that word
Me: Let's see who I've called a whore tonight: My boss (she giggled when I called her it), most of my fellow management staff (they too enjoyed it), Michael, Ben, and Scarlett Johansson
Sam: That's so mean!
Sam: You whore.
Sam: For some reason I love the word whore. I have no idea why.
Me: It rolls off the tongue and into the hearts of millions. Mmm whore...

On a side note: I only called Michael and Ben whores because...

Sam: Well, Michael and Ben were supposed to call me sometime tonight...but it doesn't look like that's going to happen.
Me: Those whores...

I can't wait for Sunday Church!!

Me: do you think zombies ever get thirsty?
Me: I mean, they're hungry all the freakin' time!
Lindsay: heh
Lindsay: maybe not, because they get some blood?..
Me: ew
Lindsay: yeah
Me: but you'd think that blood alone wouldn't be able to hydrate them
Lindsay: they dont need it though..
Lindsay: theyre zombies.
Me: yeah but they "need" to eat flesh
Me: why is that, by the way?
Me: why exactly are undead creatures hungry?
Lindsay: theyre jealous of how alive they are..
Lindsay: so theyre like."oh my gosh! they look so goood!"
Lindsay: so they eat them
Me: lol
Me: it is all making sense now
Lindsay: yess
Me: we should convert some zombies to Christianity
Me: then they could be hungry for christ
Lindsay: ohh maybe
Lindsay: problem though..
Lindsay: zombies dont exsist.
Me: psh
Me: next you're going to tell me that leprechauns don't exist

Now each visitor shall confess, the sad valley's restlessness

Now each visitor shall confess, the sad valley's restlessness
Originally uploaded by HotsauceJane.

I can fly like a bird in the sky

I can fly like a bird in the sky
Originally uploaded by HotsauceJane.

iTunes: "Volcano" by Damien Rice


I seem to be depressed. Blah. Thought you should know.

The lunatic, the lover, and the poet

The lunatic, the lover, and the poet
Originally uploaded by HotsauceJane.

Things are confusing right now.

Psalm 139

7-12 "Is there anyplace I can go to avoid your Spirit?
to be out of your sight?
If I climb to the sky, you're there!
If I go underground, you're there!
If I flew on morning's wings
to the far western horizon,
You'd find me in a minute—
you're already there waiting!
Then I said to myself, "Oh, he even sees me in the dark!
At night I'm immersed in the light!"
It's a fact: darkness isn't dark to you;
night and day, darkness and light, they're all the same to you."

Fact 3 of 101 facts you probably didn't know about me

iTunes: "Fighting For My Love" by Nil Lara
I am: a red head

When I'm talking on the phone to people, I tend to pace

It's oh so very true. I can't seem to stay put. It's even worse when I'm talking to someone whom I'm extremely nervous talking to. In that case, I tend to venture around my house, covering almost every square inch. Sometimes I make my way outside and end up walking all over my neighborhood just because I can't sit still. There you go. Another fun fact for the day.

Fact 2 of 101 tiny things you might not know about me

iTunes: "My Evil Plan To Save The World" by Five Iron Frenzy
I am: "a scantily clad research scientist with the soul of a mighty warrior" (thank you THEY FIGHT CRIME)

I have decided to randomly post tiny facts about myself (how egocentric right?) until I either..
1. Make it all the way to 101 facts
or
2. Get bored with this idea which is very likely

Anyway, on with the fact for today:

I enjoy sappy, overly happy music. It's a sickness really.

I'll admit it. I enjoy bands like Hellogoodbye and Superchick. I'll even go as far as to say that I am in love with Five Iron Frenzy. There is something wildly addictive these bands. Their upbeat attitudes? Their catchy tunes? Their very refreshing positive music? Who knows what the reason might be. All I know is that I will continue to listen to this cheesey, happy music until I die.

I had a conversation with Becca the other day in which I openly revealed that when I am utterly depressed, I put in some SuperChick and everything seems to be ok. She found this strange. She said, "You know most people throw some crappy EMO music into the car CD player when their feeling miserable." Psh! I am not "most people".