Because I'm not a jerk...

Pitty Whore - One who whores for pitty (lol). You know those people who go around fishing for compliments by saying things like "I'm ugly, I'm stupid, I'm fat!" yeah those people are what I like to call pitty whores because they know good and gosh darn well that they are not these things that they call themselves. I can't stand those types of people!! THEY KNOW that they look good and yet they still complain! Grrr...arg. Feel free to use my phrase for your friends or co-works.

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Today was pretty nice. I got to wear my Nightmare Before Christmas jacket which I bought at the wonderful Hot Topic store in the mall. My art teacher thought it was "freaky weird" that I was wearing it. Well you know what, she's a bit weird herself. While I was at Hot Topic I found the Fight Club pin that was stolen from me. That is I found another copy of the exact same pin. Fight Club is the most awesome Brad Pitt movie ever. I want to make a whole bunch of pins that just have Fight Club quotes on them. Some of my favorite include....

"I wasn't really dying, I wasn't host

to cancer or parasites; I was the

warm little center that the life of

this world crowded around."

~Narrator~

"I wanted to destroy something beautiful."

~Narrator~

Narrator: When you have insomnia, you're never really asleep... and you're never really awake.

Narrator: This is your life and it's ending one minute at a time.

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I've almost finished writing my paper on my friend Liz from Joplin (hey Liz!!!) I plan on posting a link to it as soon as its all done. To sum it all up..."Don't judge people by the way they dress. Stereotying someone because they dress Goth is not cool." (lol) I think she was really flattered to hear that she made such an impact on my life. I'm so happy I could bring her some sunshine!

I'm going to buy a button maker darn it!! I need to make some buttons for the people who sit with me in art. They're going to say "...because I'm not a jerk". Hehehe that's Katelyn slogan for the rest of the year. I also want to make a whole bunch of pins for my friends (hey that rhymes).

Random note: We don't have school on friday!! WHOOPEE!!!

So my best friends boyfriend smacked another girl (that he's lusting over) on the butt. HOW NOT OK IS THAT?????!!! Then, ohh it gets better, he tells my best friend that he's lusting over her foreign exacange/roommate and using her drama friend for eye candy. Then he claims that he feels bad about doing so. COME ON! Who tells their girlfriend that? STUPID STUPID MAN!!! All of this happening on her birthday weekend!

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Who loves Orange soda?

Charlee posted (a few days ago) that she was upset about our school's See You At The Pole tradition (where twice a year, christians get together at the flag pole and pray) because she's a buddhist and she thinks that SHE wouldn't be aloud to celebrate her religion. Sorry Charlee but that's bull. You could go around school doing all your chants and no one would care but one christian praying sends up a red flag. WE NEVER ARE ALOUD TO PRAY EVEN NEAR SCHOOL!! I honestly think that you need to release this anger that you have tword S.Y.A.T.P. Its only twice a year so just relax!

In other news I went to work sick on sat. and sun. I think people noticed.....hmmm oh well. I really needed the hours. I can only pray that they don't make me work on Friday (Ashley's Birthday).

Yesterday I got a whole case of orange soda....mmmmmmm orange soda.

Kel: "Who loves Orange soda, Kel loves orange soda, is it true, mmhhhhuuuhh I do I do I doo oooh."

I miss Lawrence, Ks. I miss it bad. Even though the people there treated me like crap and ruined my life forever, I still want to go back. There is just something about the town that will always be home to me. I wrote an essay about it last week. We were assigned to write a descriptive essay and I decided that describing the last time I saw my room was what would make me happiest.

Has anyone seen my nose?

My nose has run off...if found please return to me...here....thanks.

I honestly think that going to Kickapoo is going to kill me (one day at a time). I walked into the school this morning and snot just started dripping out my nose. It was so nasty. The entire day I was sniffing (it was so funny because people thought I was crying lol).

Yesterday I had a total mental break down at the end of Portfolio. When the bell rang I just sat in my seat crying because I want to have all this talent that I clearly don't have. I was looking at some of my old work and I for some reason its better then my new stuff. I'm working on this new color pencil piece that could finally get me out of my slump (that is if God will help me). I feel like one of those ducks covered with spilt oil that you see on TV. I try and flap my wings and all I get is caught in the oil.

Anyway, I hope that I don't have to work on my friend's birthday. Which is totally going to rock. I guess we're doing a mystery dinner party and one of us "dies" and we have to figure out how commited the murder.

I fear that I won't get the day off because I've asked for Halloween and Thanksgiving off. I put in the "ask off book" that I was willing to work Christmas and Christmas Eve (which is a BIGGGGGGG deal in my family). I hope I don't get disowned.

Song of the moment: For no real reason I find myself listening to "Tempted" by Squeeze. Its a good song what can I say? I like oldies.

ARGHHGHGHGH!!!

Petty petty people! I can't stand people who can sit around and pick out every little detail about someone and complain about it! And please tell me, how is it possible that "laughing alot" can be a bad thing? Seriously? I'm sorry but I don't focus on the bad things on life. Today, some girl in class made fun of my skirt and you know what I did? I FORGOT ABOUT IT AND WENT ON WITH MY LIFE!! Geeze people.

I maybe over generalizing but CHRISTIANs ARE HAPPY, POSITIVE, people. Christians realize that everyone has their faults but not to obsess on them. I guess what I'm trying to say is that you may think you want to be friends with people but then you meet them...and they suck. My advice today is "get right with God so you can get right with yourself".

I'll do it EEEEEEE-bay!

Its week two on the Artist's Block. I can't draw anything!! I am so upset about this. I want to prove to Bylander that I'm a good artist but I can't do that if I keep making crap like the thing I did today!! I feel so ashamed to be sitting next to Krystin and Katelyn and even what's her name (I know her name but its on the tip of my tounge). I need some serious help. Right after I finish posting I'm going to whip out my sketch book and start drawing until my fingers go numb.

I HAVE DISCOVED GLORIOUS (spelled right???) EBAY!!! That place is amazing. Without it I would have never found this kick @ss Trainspotting shirt! I am so excited!