Monday, October 14, 2002

She's posting again!!

Sorry about the delay. Tamila and I had this huge "fall out" and it just now got fixed. Its one thing to insult me but if you want to insult my friends...people...don't do it to my face because you know I am going to get mad. She says she didn't...I say she did...she says tomato I say tomato..yada yada yada. You'll be happy to hear that I kept my self restrained. I thought saying things that I really didn't mean but I kept them to my self. I knew I would just regret saying them later.Anyway, I don't know how the problem was solved considering that she said some things to people that I thought really didn't need to know anything about me but when you have a friendship that Tamila and I have....Everything just comes together at the right moment. I think a lot of it had to do with the prayers that I had been saying. It was important to me to try and keep this friendship together. Tamila is like a sister to me and that means a lot. I know I really haven't been kind to her in the blog but once again...Those were written in a moment of anger. I can't really take them back but I know she is a good friend and a good person.

Tomorrow I am taking the PSAT. I'm not really freaked out or anything mostly because I have no plans on taking the SAT only the ACT. For some reason I always do really badly on the PSAT. everything
NOTE TO SELF: bring $11 so that I can actually take the test.

You will not believe how lucky I am!! I was taking my algebra i.e. test and I got to the part where I was supposed to factor but I completely forgot how to do it! I was totally freaking' out! Then my teacher came up to me and said "class is almost over so I'm going to go ahead and let you finish this Thur when I get back". Then to make everything super I some how got out of a Chemistry Quiz!!

Buddah Sculpture Progress: I am so proud of it!! I'll have to post a picture of it when I get it done....it is SO BEAUTIFUL!!! I am so proud of myself. I get the feeling that other people don't have the same feelings about it. No one has really said it was...good. All that matters is what I think right? YES!!

Mood Music-Die Another Day- Madonna (from the new 007 movie)

I'm break the cycle
I'm gonna shake up the system
I'm gonna destroy my ego
I'm gonna close my body now

I'm gonna avoid the cliché
I'm gonna suspend my senses
I'm gonna delay my pressure
I'm gonna close my body now


PS I must mention that there is a wonderful blog that you all should check out its called My friend hannah (whom I have mentioned before) created it and inspired me to post more often.

Wednesday, October 02, 2002

Courage the Cowardly Dog...

I have found the funniest episode of Courage...it include the following poem...enjoy!

Hello new friend, my name is Fred
the words you hear are in my head.
I say, I said my name is Fred,
and I've been... very naughty.

The story I'm about to tell,
I tell you, I will tell you well,
Is of my dear aunt Muriel,
and just how I've been... naughty.

Voila the farm. My aunt lives here,
with precious pup, and husband dear.
My heart beats fast as I drew near,
I feel so nice... and naughty.

I thought just how excited they,
must be that I would come today,
they'd shout "come Fred! huzzah! hooray!
Dear boy you look so... naughty."

That's when my tired eyes beheld,
a doggy dog, like dog, he smelled,
D-O-G, is what he spelled,
and that's how I spell... naughty.

Alone was I, with tender Courage,
and all his fur, his furry furrage,
which, I say, did encourage,
me, to be... quite naughty.

Courage... your hair...
it reminds me of the first time I knew just how,
I felt, about hair.

It was a day, I'd not forget,
the day that I first met my pet,
oh what a lovely gift to get,
I'd never felt so... naughty.

My fuzzy friend, is what he was,
this darling little ball of fuzz,
And oh, such fuzz, such fuzz, it does,
demand, that I... be naughty.

He looked at me, his fetching eyes,
and fetching fur did hypnotize,
and filled with joy, and filled with sighs,
and that's when I got... naughty.

Now, now... you shouldn't play in the toilet.

This dripping hair, this droopy curl,
unfold sweet memories of a girl,
whose tresses, oh, they'd twist and twirl,
and tempt me to be... naughty.

Barbara, my love was named,
and her fair hair, a mane untamed,
until one evening, I'm ashamed,
I got a little... naughty.

The look upon my young love's face,
was sweet as lace,
but in this case,
I realized she... needed space.

I never more was naughty...
well... maybe not never.

Dear cur, your fur and fleece remind,
of nothing found in human kind,
but for one fellow who did find,
me, to be... in a certain mood.

Into my shop, he walked one day,
with bush above, and beard bouquet,
that's no toupee I pray, no way,
I could help but be... you know.

I'd never seen such hair before,
his bangs they sang, his neck it beckoned,
eyebrows, armpits, all were reckoned,
soon I figured what the heck and,
guess how I was... naughty.

Sweet pooch, afraid I'll shave your tail?
Why now, that would be weird!

So ends our little story.

But then my landlords did resume,
to free me from that porcelain tomb,
and ferry to a private room,
your hero, ever doughty.

Good-bye dear aunt, I'll miss your farm,
and Eustace's ebullient charm,
and farewell Courage, what's the harm,
if I was slightly... naughty.

With love,
Fred
And then there was a good day...

Today was actually pretty...good! I have hardly any homework and I feel confident about getting my Chemistry test back. Not only that but I had a conversation with Tamila that was....well....friendly. Then at the end of the day, that's when I have sculpture class, I was amazed by my own abilities. I don't want to brag but my Buddah head looks just like the picture! Hehe just saying that name (Buddah) hehehe makes me laugh!! BUDDAH BUDDAH!! I feel energized and happy! That could have something to do with the 5 cokes I have had today...but oh well!! LALALA!!!

Called for my schedual today. I'm only working sat. but that's ok, as long as I get some money its all good!

I've got plans on friday. Ashley, Kara, and I will be shopping all day (a girl's dream)! Our plans include going to a thrift store (which I have never been to) so that Ashley can get a 40s outfit for some play she's in. Then were off to Wherehouse Music where I will buying one of two CDs that I HAVE to get. Its either going to be Michelle Branch's CD or the White Album by the beatles. I'm not sure yet. I have been wanting the White Album for so long that I think its only right that I get it, then again Michelle Branch is so awesome I realllllly want that CD!!

After that quick visit we're going to stop by Barns and Noble (ahh the sweet smell of fresh books in the afternoon. Is there anything more delighful? Yes, the smell of fresh money, straight from your parent's pockets!!), then for dinner we're off to Zio's. Kara has never been there so it should be exciting for her. Its going to be great!

I mentioned before that I had a bad day. The reason was because Tamila and I had a fight. There are times when I think she has seriously changed. Like she has become a completely different person then she used to be. Maybe that isn't true. Maybe I'm the one whose changed. I'm not sure but the whole situation was not pleasent. I hate fighting with her because it just depresses me. I have so few friends that I can trust and I really don't want to lose any. Its all good though. Its all good!

Mood Music Here Comes the Sun- The Beatles

Little darling
The smiles returning to the faces
Little darling
I seems like years since it's been here

Here comes the sun, do do do do
Here comes the sun, and I say
It's all right