Things still suck....
One of my managers called today. I guess I need to sign some evaluation. Yikes! I hope I did ok. No worries right? Yeah...Hannah isn't home. I tried to call her a few times but no one answered. I think she is avoding me (lol). I also think I call that house WAY too much. Her mother actually jokes about me calling. I hope that's a good sign (lol). I guess she is still at OTC. Bummer.
At the moment I am talking to Ashley. She's telling me about the wreck she had last June. It messed up her bumper up pretty bad. Lol, I sware, I think Ashley's car is ATTRACTED to other cars (not in the romantic sense although seeing two cars go out on a date would be pretty ammusing. I'd pay to see it happen!). She keeps getting into these accidents that are't her fault. I was with her the other day when this lady completely backed right up into her! It was soooo funny (as you can tell we weren't hurt, if we were we probably wouldn't of been laughing). The lady got out and all she could say was "I'm sooooo sorry. I was totally listening to my daughted and not paying attention to the road. I'm soooo sorry!!". All Ashley and I could do was laugh. I mean this lady was just such an air-head. I hav no clue how she got a car!! Lol, anyway I hope nothing bad happens next time she's driving.
Now for some Bealtes Lyrics:
Born a poor young country boy
Mother Nature's Son
All day long I'm sitting
singing songs for every one
Sit beside a mountain stream
See her waters rise
Listen to the pretty
sound of music as she flies
tu tu tu, tu, du tu
Find me in my field of grass
Mother Nature's Son
swaying daisies sing
a lazy song beneath the sun
tu tu, yeah yeah yeah
Ooo
Ooo
Ah, Mother Nature's Son
Ok I am convinve that this song is refering to drugs. I am have to be right!! I mean come on.."field of grass". I think we all know what that means. Yeah well still listen to the song. Its really kick @ss!
Mood Music: Mother Nature's Son- The Bealtes
Monday, September 30, 2002
Sunday, September 29, 2002
when you thought the bottom wouldn't drop....
yeah...today's been pretty bad. I don't want to talk about it right now. I'll post it later.
Mood Music: Anything but down-Sheryl Crow
But you don't bring me anything but down
You don't bring me anything but down
You don't bring me anything but down
When you come 'round
yeah...today's been pretty bad. I don't want to talk about it right now. I'll post it later.
Mood Music: Anything but down-Sheryl Crow
But you don't bring me anything but down
You don't bring me anything but down
You don't bring me anything but down
When you come 'round
Saturday, September 28, 2002
Boy..life sucks sometimes
::sigh:: I am just really depressed right now. People just aren't who you think they are anymore. There are times when I think everyone else is changing but I am just stuck with the same old crappy morals and personality I grew up with. I guess I just "don't understand" as
On the plus side I had a super hair day!! Ashley even said my hair looked very nice. I can't wait until sculpture tomorrow!!!! I love that class!! If it was up to me I would be in that class all day every day! Even on the weekends! Anyway...my math homework is calling my name so I'd best be off. See ya!
Mood music: I Don't Know You Anymore -Savage Garden
Because I don't know you anymore
I don't recognize this place
The picture frames have changed and so has your name
We don't talk much anymore....
::sigh:: I am just really depressed right now. People just aren't who you think they are anymore. There are times when I think everyone else is changing but I am just stuck with the same old crappy morals and personality I grew up with. I guess I just "don't understand" as
"some people"
would put it. Whatever. There are certin things I would of liked to of depended upon but well...people change.On the plus side I had a super hair day!! Ashley even said my hair looked very nice. I can't wait until sculpture tomorrow!!!! I love that class!! If it was up to me I would be in that class all day every day! Even on the weekends! Anyway...my math homework is calling my name so I'd best be off. See ya!
Mood music: I Don't Know You Anymore -Savage Garden
Because I don't know you anymore
I don't recognize this place
The picture frames have changed and so has your name
We don't talk much anymore....
a funny thing happened on my way to the dance...actually it was on my way OUT of the dance
(no I did not go to the dance. I just ran in to get a free t-shirt for a friend...that sounded weird)
Sadly I really can't explain what happened, although I'm pretty sure that now I have proof that all highschool dances create is drama. I feel sorry for the people who go throught all that. On the brighter side I am even more happy that I didn't buy a ticket (lol). I DIDN'T HAVE TO GO THROUGH THAT CRAP HAHAH!
#1-toooooo much drama someone's man is always ontop of another girl or some massive cat fight has broken out
#2-Sick nasty people on top of each other come on people if you wanted to have sex then don't go to the dance and call it "bumping n' grinding". Its called humping with clothes on!
#3-Your always uncomfortable The girls are all dressed up and in very uncomfortable shoes alllll night. It gets hot, and unless you have a date the evening will be plain boring.
You know how a cult starts out as a good idea and just goes down the drain, well that's what happens in highschool with the girls and their cliques. Sure, when your in it, it seems like the best time of your life but then all these things come up that the "cult leader" tries to get you to do right? Of course you go along with the stupid requests but deep down you something isn't right. Soon you find yourself doing things that you would have never done before, things a normal sane person would never do. Then some kind family member plans an itervention, which shows you the light. Yeah...that happens alot in my highschool. I'm not saying all cliques are like that because..well... HEAVEN NO, not everyone is bad! Stuff like this just happens. We're teenages, plain and simple.
Mood Music- No More Drama-Mary J. Blige
Broken heart again
Another lesson learn
Better know your friends
Or else you will get burn
Gotta count on me
Cause I can guarantee
That I'll be fine
No more drama, no more drama
No more drama, no more drama
NO MORE DRAMA
NO MORE DRAMA
NO MORE DRAMA
NO MORE DRAMA
NO MORE DRAMA
No more drama in my life
So tired, tired of these drama
(no I did not go to the dance. I just ran in to get a free t-shirt for a friend...that sounded weird)
Sadly I really can't explain what happened, although I'm pretty sure that now I have proof that all highschool dances create is drama. I feel sorry for the people who go throught all that. On the brighter side I am even more happy that I didn't buy a ticket (lol). I DIDN'T HAVE TO GO THROUGH THAT CRAP HAHAH!
#1-toooooo much drama someone's man is always ontop of another girl or some massive cat fight has broken out
#2-Sick nasty people on top of each other come on people if you wanted to have sex then don't go to the dance and call it "bumping n' grinding". Its called humping with clothes on!
#3-Your always uncomfortable The girls are all dressed up and in very uncomfortable shoes alllll night. It gets hot, and unless you have a date the evening will be plain boring.
You know how a cult starts out as a good idea and just goes down the drain, well that's what happens in highschool with the girls and their cliques. Sure, when your in it, it seems like the best time of your life but then all these things come up that the "cult leader" tries to get you to do right? Of course you go along with the stupid requests but deep down you something isn't right. Soon you find yourself doing things that you would have never done before, things a normal sane person would never do. Then some kind family member plans an itervention, which shows you the light. Yeah...that happens alot in my highschool. I'm not saying all cliques are like that because..well... HEAVEN NO, not everyone is bad! Stuff like this just happens. We're teenages, plain and simple.
Mood Music- No More Drama-Mary J. Blige
Broken heart again
Another lesson learn
Better know your friends
Or else you will get burn
Gotta count on me
Cause I can guarantee
That I'll be fine
No more drama, no more drama
No more drama, no more drama
NO MORE DRAMA
NO MORE DRAMA
NO MORE DRAMA
NO MORE DRAMA
NO MORE DRAMA
No more drama in my life
So tired, tired of these drama
Thursday, September 26, 2002
Lalala
Well I just found out that I have until Monday to finish a project not to mention I have a lab report due tomorrow (hehe) I kind of forgot about it. (Hehe). I'm going to procrastinate a little bit longer. Just for the heck of it!
Anyway it's just been crazy today! I think everyone is getting sick, and you know when people get sick they get B****y. Yep that or everyone is PMSing (lol). I have never been told to 'shut up' so many times in my life. I take it lightly though. I know people don't mean it so I just laugh at them. Which doesn't help because that just makes them more mad so I end up just shuting up (lol).
Not only that but Tamila just about bit my head off today. I guess her boyfriend Steve had told, I should say 'repeated', this dirty joke to her and she had told Matt (and you know how matt loves those dirty jokes). Well somehow matt told me (a long time ago) but forgot the punch line. So he was begging Tamila to tell him so that he would go crazy but she just would not tell him. "Matt if I tell you your just going to go around saying 'OMG Tamila's boyfriend told the dirtiest joke ever!' and everyone will think my boyfriend is a freak so no, I will not tell you!" I mentioned to her that no one would say that because all guys tell dirty jokes SOMETIME in their life. "NO, STEVE IS LIKE THAT!! HE'S NOT DIRTY HE WAS JUST REPEATING THE JOKE!!!" I told her that it was no big deal because no one would care but she apparently has to keep up this image that people has of him (which is him being a huge 'sex god' the way she talks about him). I just think she was getting all worked up over nothing, but that's just me. I can see where she is coming from though. She's just trying to protect Steve. Its honestly no big deal though. Everyone has told a dirty joke at some time and personally I would think it was weird if Steve NEVER told a dirty joke. It just shows that Steve had 'Flavor' in his life (and no one just likes Vanilla all the time). You have to throw some Oreos on it and you can't forget those nuts!! Then top it all off with some Wild Cherry Pepsi/Coke.
Mmmmm Vanilla with cherries, and hot coco w/marshmellows....mmmmmm. Well I'm off to find some sweet things to munch on. All this talk of food has got my tummy rumbling!! Good eats!
Mood Music-Help!- The Beatles
PLEASE someone get Tamila some help (lol). She needs to chill!
Well I just found out that I have until Monday to finish a project not to mention I have a lab report due tomorrow (hehe) I kind of forgot about it. (Hehe). I'm going to procrastinate a little bit longer. Just for the heck of it!
Anyway it's just been crazy today! I think everyone is getting sick, and you know when people get sick they get B****y. Yep that or everyone is PMSing (lol). I have never been told to 'shut up' so many times in my life. I take it lightly though. I know people don't mean it so I just laugh at them. Which doesn't help because that just makes them more mad so I end up just shuting up (lol).
Not only that but Tamila just about bit my head off today. I guess her boyfriend Steve had told, I should say 'repeated', this dirty joke to her and she had told Matt (and you know how matt loves those dirty jokes). Well somehow matt told me (a long time ago) but forgot the punch line. So he was begging Tamila to tell him so that he would go crazy but she just would not tell him. "Matt if I tell you your just going to go around saying 'OMG Tamila's boyfriend told the dirtiest joke ever!' and everyone will think my boyfriend is a freak so no, I will not tell you!" I mentioned to her that no one would say that because all guys tell dirty jokes SOMETIME in their life. "NO, STEVE IS LIKE THAT!! HE'S NOT DIRTY HE WAS JUST REPEATING THE JOKE!!!" I told her that it was no big deal because no one would care but she apparently has to keep up this image that people has of him (which is him being a huge 'sex god' the way she talks about him). I just think she was getting all worked up over nothing, but that's just me. I can see where she is coming from though. She's just trying to protect Steve. Its honestly no big deal though. Everyone has told a dirty joke at some time and personally I would think it was weird if Steve NEVER told a dirty joke. It just shows that Steve had 'Flavor' in his life (and no one just likes Vanilla all the time). You have to throw some Oreos on it and you can't forget those nuts!! Then top it all off with some Wild Cherry Pepsi/Coke.
Mmmmm Vanilla with cherries, and hot coco w/marshmellows....mmmmmm. Well I'm off to find some sweet things to munch on. All this talk of food has got my tummy rumbling!! Good eats!
Mood Music-Help!- The Beatles
PLEASE someone get Tamila some help (lol). She needs to chill!
Wednesday, September 25, 2002
Stress for the under achiever
Man I am way stressed out! Not only do I have this MFAA thing to get done but also I am the Chair Person (on the t-shirt committee) for English Arts Club. I have to call around town and get prices, styles, and ect. This is going to be so much fun! I plan to be a good leader though. I don't really think that there is anyone to lead though. I think its just matt and I. Goodie! Matt and I have this thing where we both say (at the same time) "we see eye to eye" then we do that stupid hand movement yeah....goodtimes...
I WILL get this done or atleast I hope I will (lol). I feel excited to be so involved in something. Did I mention that Tamila was elected vice president? No? Well she was (lol). I was so happy for her. She has been jipped out of alot of things so finally she can be in a position that she deserves Although others didn't seem quite as excited ::cough cough::. Anyway MOST of everyone wanted her to be VP or else she wouldn't have gotten so many votes. Geeze 15 people voted for her, 7 for one guy, then 5 for the other person. That's got to mean somethin'.
I guess that's all that happened today.
Oh, Fashion Design just keeps getting better and better! Today we had a fabric hunt. I know I know, that sounds really stupid but I really enjoyed it. We were given a list of different types of fabric and we had to either cut them out of a magazine or find the actual fabric and paste it onto a piece of paper. It was so cool. I'll never be able to read Cosmo again with out noticing the use of decorative lines.
Mood Music: All you need is Love- The beatles
ps- is it just me or does everyone seem to be fighting. Maybe its just the really preppy "OMG!" people. Its so sad. Why can't cheerleaders and their airhead friends get along? Lol, I'm sorry but you really have to come to my school and see this stuff. Its amazing what people do to each other. Make love not war people!
Man I am way stressed out! Not only do I have this MFAA thing to get done but also I am the Chair Person (on the t-shirt committee) for English Arts Club. I have to call around town and get prices, styles, and ect. This is going to be so much fun! I plan to be a good leader though. I don't really think that there is anyone to lead though. I think its just matt and I. Goodie! Matt and I have this thing where we both say (at the same time) "we see eye to eye" then we do that stupid hand movement yeah....goodtimes...
I WILL get this done or atleast I hope I will (lol). I feel excited to be so involved in something. Did I mention that Tamila was elected vice president? No? Well she was (lol). I was so happy for her. She has been jipped out of alot of things so finally she can be in a position that she deserves Although others didn't seem quite as excited ::cough cough::. Anyway MOST of everyone wanted her to be VP or else she wouldn't have gotten so many votes. Geeze 15 people voted for her, 7 for one guy, then 5 for the other person. That's got to mean somethin'.
I guess that's all that happened today.
Oh, Fashion Design just keeps getting better and better! Today we had a fabric hunt. I know I know, that sounds really stupid but I really enjoyed it. We were given a list of different types of fabric and we had to either cut them out of a magazine or find the actual fabric and paste it onto a piece of paper. It was so cool. I'll never be able to read Cosmo again with out noticing the use of decorative lines.
Mood Music: All you need is Love- The beatles
ps- is it just me or does everyone seem to be fighting. Maybe its just the really preppy "OMG!" people. Its so sad. Why can't cheerleaders and their airhead friends get along? Lol, I'm sorry but you really have to come to my school and see this stuff. Its amazing what people do to each other. Make love not war people!
Monday, September 23, 2002
Friday, September 20, 2002
Show me the money Mike!
Today is......PAY DAY!!!!!! BTW I thought I'd let you in on a little secret. There is a blog that is really awesome. My friend Hannah runs it... . Check it out. She has given me a few ideas on how to improve this place...like adding "current music". Of course I'll changed the title to "mood music" but its basicly the same thing. I just want to give her credit where credit is deserved.
Here's the DL on what Mood Music is...after I've finished with my ranting I will post a song which basicly sums up the entire thing. For instance...."rinse" because I bleached the sink (see yesterday's post). Sometimes I will post some lyrics to further the point of my picking that song. I thought it would be a fun way of getting stuff across!
Mood Music:: Money (That's What I Want) - The Beatles
Now give me money
That's what I want
That's what I want, yeah
That's what I want
Money don't get everything it's true
What it don't get, I can't use
Now give me money
That's what I want
That's what I want, yeah
That's what I want, wahhhhh!!!!
Today is......PAY DAY!!!!!! BTW I thought I'd let you in on a little secret. There is a blog that is really awesome. My friend Hannah runs it... . Check it out. She has given me a few ideas on how to improve this place...like adding "current music". Of course I'll changed the title to "mood music" but its basicly the same thing. I just want to give her credit where credit is deserved.
Here's the DL on what Mood Music is...after I've finished with my ranting I will post a song which basicly sums up the entire thing. For instance...."rinse" because I bleached the sink (see yesterday's post). Sometimes I will post some lyrics to further the point of my picking that song. I thought it would be a fun way of getting stuff across!
Mood Music:: Money (That's What I Want) - The Beatles
Now give me money
That's what I want
That's what I want, yeah
That's what I want
Money don't get everything it's true
What it don't get, I can't use
Now give me money
That's what I want
That's what I want, yeah
That's what I want, wahhhhh!!!!
I shall fear no stains!
The other day I tie-dyed a shirt in Fashion Design...man it came out great! Lol my teacher told me to soak it in vinegar when I got home so I did as I was told right? I guess the liquid drained out and what was left was blue and green splotches on my mother's sink. I started freakin' out! I quickly solved it with some "spray n' wash" then added a touch of bleach. It came out like that ::snaps fingers::. I was great. I have made stupid mistakes like this before. One time I put a plastic plate on a hot stove...I didn't realize it was still hot. hehe I figured that out pretty quickly. Did you know that plastic smells really nasty when it?s burnt? Trust me on this one.
Mood Music: Vanessa Carlton-Rinse
(get the irony? Yeah I was bleaching the sink...and yeah...nows its not funny...)
Let me just comment on that song for a sec. If you have not heard this girl yet you REALLY NEED TO!
The other day I tie-dyed a shirt in Fashion Design...man it came out great! Lol my teacher told me to soak it in vinegar when I got home so I did as I was told right? I guess the liquid drained out and what was left was blue and green splotches on my mother's sink. I started freakin' out! I quickly solved it with some "spray n' wash" then added a touch of bleach. It came out like that ::snaps fingers::. I was great. I have made stupid mistakes like this before. One time I put a plastic plate on a hot stove...I didn't realize it was still hot. hehe I figured that out pretty quickly. Did you know that plastic smells really nasty when it?s burnt? Trust me on this one.
Mood Music: Vanessa Carlton-Rinse
(get the irony? Yeah I was bleaching the sink...and yeah...nows its not funny...)
Let me just comment on that song for a sec. If you have not heard this girl yet you REALLY NEED TO!
The art of me!
hmm not much happened today. I am way stressed out though. I need 8 pieces of art for my portfolio by Oct. 21 (or was it 24?)..I AM SO STRESSED. Lets see what else has happened...I got a hot glue gun today. It is so cute! It’s about the size of my hand. I needed it for me 3D art project. It’s funny because yesterday I took it to one of my old teachers to show her...(don't ask why)... Anyway she saw it and I explained to her that it was supposed to do with my life and all ( see the background is painted in warm colors and the cardboard structure is cut into a fire shape) so her comment was "so your life is hell??". Yeah...I quickly responded "NO!! See I consider my life spicy , because I love hot sauce." She replied "oh..." yeah well I don't think she got it. Whatever. It’s going to look wicked cool when I finish it. I think I'm going to have my friend's heads on little springs and they will be pasted all over the bottom. I'm not sure about that though.
hmm not much happened today. I am way stressed out though. I need 8 pieces of art for my portfolio by Oct. 21 (or was it 24?)..I AM SO STRESSED. Lets see what else has happened...I got a hot glue gun today. It is so cute! It’s about the size of my hand. I needed it for me 3D art project. It’s funny because yesterday I took it to one of my old teachers to show her...(don't ask why)... Anyway she saw it and I explained to her that it was supposed to do with my life and all ( see the background is painted in warm colors and the cardboard structure is cut into a fire shape) so her comment was "so your life is hell??". Yeah...I quickly responded "NO!! See I consider my life spicy , because I love hot sauce." She replied "oh..." yeah well I don't think she got it. Whatever. It’s going to look wicked cool when I finish it. I think I'm going to have my friend's heads on little springs and they will be pasted all over the bottom. I'm not sure about that though.
Wednesday, September 11, 2002
Can we leave NOW?
Did I mention that after this we are going to her (my best friend's) boy friend's house. Yes this day will never end....Never....now I ....wait wait...I have just been informed that there will be free food at his house. I am considering going with them....ok I am now going with them. I hear there are going to be video game.
Did I mention that after this we are going to her (my best friend's) boy friend's house. Yes this day will never end....Never....now I ....wait wait...I have just been informed that there will be free food at his house. I am considering going with them....ok I am now going with them. I hear there are going to be video game.
Research for the lazy
Here I am... in the SMS Library typing this up because I am being held her against my will. Yes you read it...I am being held....kidnapped if you will. Why because my best friend and her debate partner (who is my ride home) HAVE to do research. Noooo they couldn't tell me this BEFORE I got in the car with them...no they had to tell me right when I had no other choice then to go with them. Grr...If only I had a car...grrr.
Here I am... in the SMS Library typing this up because I am being held her against my will. Yes you read it...I am being held....kidnapped if you will. Why because my best friend and her debate partner (who is my ride home) HAVE to do research. Noooo they couldn't tell me this BEFORE I got in the car with them...no they had to tell me right when I had no other choice then to go with them. Grr...If only I had a car...grrr.