Tuesday, November 12, 2002

::Cold....very cold....::

Today was cold. Yes, very cold. I was tempted to grab my coat out of the locker several times. The only problem was that I forgot my combination. Luckily Tamila came to my rescue and opened it in the nick of time. I was warm for the rest of the day. God bless her little soul. I almost froze my tiny toes off in 1st block. I swear my teacher had the air on!! Darn Kickapoo!!!!! As the day went on I came to find out that I really had no need for a coat. It seems that someone felt the need to turn on the heat (full blast that is!). So there I was 3rd block almost sweating to death!

Song of the day-hmm this is something new...I don't really have one to post. Bummer! Oh Well just figure something out for your self!

Monday, October 14, 2002

She's posting again!!

Sorry about the delay. Tamila and I had this huge "fall out" and it just now got fixed. Its one thing to insult me but if you want to insult my friends...people...don't do it to my face because you know I am going to get mad. She says she didn't...I say she did...she says tomato I say tomato..yada yada yada. You'll be happy to hear that I kept my self restrained. I thought saying things that I really didn't mean but I kept them to my self. I knew I would just regret saying them later.Anyway, I don't know how the problem was solved considering that she said some things to people that I thought really didn't need to know anything about me but when you have a friendship that Tamila and I have....Everything just comes together at the right moment. I think a lot of it had to do with the prayers that I had been saying. It was important to me to try and keep this friendship together. Tamila is like a sister to me and that means a lot. I know I really haven't been kind to her in the blog but once again...Those were written in a moment of anger. I can't really take them back but I know she is a good friend and a good person.

Tomorrow I am taking the PSAT. I'm not really freaked out or anything mostly because I have no plans on taking the SAT only the ACT. For some reason I always do really badly on the PSAT. everything
NOTE TO SELF: bring $11 so that I can actually take the test.

You will not believe how lucky I am!! I was taking my algebra i.e. test and I got to the part where I was supposed to factor but I completely forgot how to do it! I was totally freaking' out! Then my teacher came up to me and said "class is almost over so I'm going to go ahead and let you finish this Thur when I get back". Then to make everything super I some how got out of a Chemistry Quiz!!

Buddah Sculpture Progress: I am so proud of it!! I'll have to post a picture of it when I get it done....it is SO BEAUTIFUL!!! I am so proud of myself. I get the feeling that other people don't have the same feelings about it. No one has really said it was...good. All that matters is what I think right? YES!!

Mood Music-Die Another Day- Madonna (from the new 007 movie)

I'm break the cycle
I'm gonna shake up the system
I'm gonna destroy my ego
I'm gonna close my body now

I'm gonna avoid the cliché
I'm gonna suspend my senses
I'm gonna delay my pressure
I'm gonna close my body now


PS I must mention that there is a wonderful blog that you all should check out its called My friend hannah (whom I have mentioned before) created it and inspired me to post more often.

Wednesday, October 02, 2002

Courage the Cowardly Dog...

I have found the funniest episode of Courage...it include the following poem...enjoy!

Hello new friend, my name is Fred
the words you hear are in my head.
I say, I said my name is Fred,
and I've been... very naughty.

The story I'm about to tell,
I tell you, I will tell you well,
Is of my dear aunt Muriel,
and just how I've been... naughty.

Voila the farm. My aunt lives here,
with precious pup, and husband dear.
My heart beats fast as I drew near,
I feel so nice... and naughty.

I thought just how excited they,
must be that I would come today,
they'd shout "come Fred! huzzah! hooray!
Dear boy you look so... naughty."

That's when my tired eyes beheld,
a doggy dog, like dog, he smelled,
D-O-G, is what he spelled,
and that's how I spell... naughty.

Alone was I, with tender Courage,
and all his fur, his furry furrage,
which, I say, did encourage,
me, to be... quite naughty.

Courage... your hair...
it reminds me of the first time I knew just how,
I felt, about hair.

It was a day, I'd not forget,
the day that I first met my pet,
oh what a lovely gift to get,
I'd never felt so... naughty.

My fuzzy friend, is what he was,
this darling little ball of fuzz,
And oh, such fuzz, such fuzz, it does,
demand, that I... be naughty.

He looked at me, his fetching eyes,
and fetching fur did hypnotize,
and filled with joy, and filled with sighs,
and that's when I got... naughty.

Now, now... you shouldn't play in the toilet.

This dripping hair, this droopy curl,
unfold sweet memories of a girl,
whose tresses, oh, they'd twist and twirl,
and tempt me to be... naughty.

Barbara, my love was named,
and her fair hair, a mane untamed,
until one evening, I'm ashamed,
I got a little... naughty.

The look upon my young love's face,
was sweet as lace,
but in this case,
I realized she... needed space.

I never more was naughty...
well... maybe not never.

Dear cur, your fur and fleece remind,
of nothing found in human kind,
but for one fellow who did find,
me, to be... in a certain mood.

Into my shop, he walked one day,
with bush above, and beard bouquet,
that's no toupee I pray, no way,
I could help but be... you know.

I'd never seen such hair before,
his bangs they sang, his neck it beckoned,
eyebrows, armpits, all were reckoned,
soon I figured what the heck and,
guess how I was... naughty.

Sweet pooch, afraid I'll shave your tail?
Why now, that would be weird!

So ends our little story.

But then my landlords did resume,
to free me from that porcelain tomb,
and ferry to a private room,
your hero, ever doughty.

Good-bye dear aunt, I'll miss your farm,
and Eustace's ebullient charm,
and farewell Courage, what's the harm,
if I was slightly... naughty.

With love,
Fred
And then there was a good day...

Today was actually pretty...good! I have hardly any homework and I feel confident about getting my Chemistry test back. Not only that but I had a conversation with Tamila that was....well....friendly. Then at the end of the day, that's when I have sculpture class, I was amazed by my own abilities. I don't want to brag but my Buddah head looks just like the picture! Hehe just saying that name (Buddah) hehehe makes me laugh!! BUDDAH BUDDAH!! I feel energized and happy! That could have something to do with the 5 cokes I have had today...but oh well!! LALALA!!!

Called for my schedual today. I'm only working sat. but that's ok, as long as I get some money its all good!

I've got plans on friday. Ashley, Kara, and I will be shopping all day (a girl's dream)! Our plans include going to a thrift store (which I have never been to) so that Ashley can get a 40s outfit for some play she's in. Then were off to Wherehouse Music where I will buying one of two CDs that I HAVE to get. Its either going to be Michelle Branch's CD or the White Album by the beatles. I'm not sure yet. I have been wanting the White Album for so long that I think its only right that I get it, then again Michelle Branch is so awesome I realllllly want that CD!!

After that quick visit we're going to stop by Barns and Noble (ahh the sweet smell of fresh books in the afternoon. Is there anything more delighful? Yes, the smell of fresh money, straight from your parent's pockets!!), then for dinner we're off to Zio's. Kara has never been there so it should be exciting for her. Its going to be great!

I mentioned before that I had a bad day. The reason was because Tamila and I had a fight. There are times when I think she has seriously changed. Like she has become a completely different person then she used to be. Maybe that isn't true. Maybe I'm the one whose changed. I'm not sure but the whole situation was not pleasent. I hate fighting with her because it just depresses me. I have so few friends that I can trust and I really don't want to lose any. Its all good though. Its all good!

Mood Music Here Comes the Sun- The Beatles

Little darling
The smiles returning to the faces
Little darling
I seems like years since it's been here

Here comes the sun, do do do do
Here comes the sun, and I say
It's all right

Monday, September 30, 2002

Things still suck....

One of my managers called today. I guess I need to sign some evaluation. Yikes! I hope I did ok. No worries right? Yeah...Hannah isn't home. I tried to call her a few times but no one answered. I think she is avoding me (lol). I also think I call that house WAY too much. Her mother actually jokes about me calling. I hope that's a good sign (lol). I guess she is still at OTC. Bummer.

At the moment I am talking to Ashley. She's telling me about the wreck she had last June. It messed up her bumper up pretty bad. Lol, I sware, I think Ashley's car is ATTRACTED to other cars (not in the romantic sense although seeing two cars go out on a date would be pretty ammusing. I'd pay to see it happen!). She keeps getting into these accidents that are't her fault. I was with her the other day when this lady completely backed right up into her! It was soooo funny (as you can tell we weren't hurt, if we were we probably wouldn't of been laughing). The lady got out and all she could say was "I'm sooooo sorry. I was totally listening to my daughted and not paying attention to the road. I'm soooo sorry!!". All Ashley and I could do was laugh. I mean this lady was just such an air-head. I hav no clue how she got a car!! Lol, anyway I hope nothing bad happens next time she's driving.

Now for some Bealtes Lyrics:
Born a poor young country boy
Mother Nature's Son
All day long I'm sitting
singing songs for every one

Sit beside a mountain stream
See her waters rise
Listen to the pretty
sound of music as she flies
tu tu tu, tu, du tu

Find me in my field of grass
Mother Nature's Son
swaying daisies sing
a lazy song beneath the sun
tu tu, yeah yeah yeah

Ooo
Ooo
Ah, Mother Nature's Son

Ok I am convinve that this song is refering to drugs. I am have to be right!! I mean come on.."field of grass". I think we all know what that means. Yeah well still listen to the song. Its really kick @ss!

Mood Music: Mother Nature's Son- The Bealtes

Sunday, September 29, 2002

when you thought the bottom wouldn't drop....

yeah...today's been pretty bad. I don't want to talk about it right now. I'll post it later.

Mood Music: Anything but down-Sheryl Crow

But you don't bring me anything but down
You don't bring me anything but down
You don't bring me anything but down
When you come 'round

Saturday, September 28, 2002

Boy..life sucks sometimes

::sigh:: I am just really depressed right now. People just aren't who you think they are anymore. There are times when I think everyone else is changing but I am just stuck with the same old crappy morals and personality I grew up with. I guess I just "don't understand" as

"some people"

would put it. Whatever. There are certin things I would of liked to of depended upon but well...people change.

On the plus side I had a super hair day!! Ashley even said my hair looked very nice. I can't wait until sculpture tomorrow!!!! I love that class!! If it was up to me I would be in that class all day every day! Even on the weekends! Anyway...my math homework is calling my name so I'd best be off. See ya!

Mood music: I Don't Know You Anymore -Savage Garden

Because I don't know you anymore
I don't recognize this place
The picture frames have changed and so has your name
We don't talk much anymore....


a funny thing happened on my way to the dance...actually it was on my way OUT of the dance
(no I did not go to the dance. I just ran in to get a free t-shirt for a friend...that sounded weird)

Sadly I really can't explain what happened, although I'm pretty sure that now I have proof that all highschool dances create is drama. I feel sorry for the people who go throught all that. On the brighter side I am even more happy that I didn't buy a ticket (lol). I DIDN'T HAVE TO GO THROUGH THAT CRAP HAHAH!

#1-toooooo much drama someone's man is always ontop of another girl or some massive cat fight has broken out
#2-Sick nasty people on top of each other come on people if you wanted to have sex then don't go to the dance and call it "bumping n' grinding". Its called humping with clothes on!
#3-Your always uncomfortable The girls are all dressed up and in very uncomfortable shoes alllll night. It gets hot, and unless you have a date the evening will be plain boring.


You know how a cult starts out as a good idea and just goes down the drain, well that's what happens in highschool with the girls and their cliques. Sure, when your in it, it seems like the best time of your life but then all these things come up that the "cult leader" tries to get you to do right? Of course you go along with the stupid requests but deep down you something isn't right. Soon you find yourself doing things that you would have never done before, things a normal sane person would never do. Then some kind family member plans an itervention, which shows you the light. Yeah...that happens alot in my highschool. I'm not saying all cliques are like that because..well... HEAVEN NO, not everyone is bad! Stuff like this just happens. We're teenages, plain and simple.

Mood Music- No More Drama-Mary J. Blige
Broken heart again
Another lesson learn
Better know your friends
Or else you will get burn
Gotta count on me
Cause I can guarantee
That I'll be fine

No more drama, no more drama
No more drama, no more drama
NO MORE DRAMA
NO MORE DRAMA
NO MORE DRAMA
NO MORE DRAMA
NO MORE DRAMA
No more drama in my life
So tired, tired of these drama

Thursday, September 26, 2002

Lalala

Well I just found out that I have until Monday to finish a project not to mention I have a lab report due tomorrow (hehe) I kind of forgot about it. (Hehe). I'm going to procrastinate a little bit longer. Just for the heck of it!

Anyway it's just been crazy today! I think everyone is getting sick, and you know when people get sick they get B****y. Yep that or everyone is PMSing (lol). I have never been told to 'shut up' so many times in my life. I take it lightly though. I know people don't mean it so I just laugh at them. Which doesn't help because that just makes them more mad so I end up just shuting up (lol).

Not only that but Tamila just about bit my head off today. I guess her boyfriend Steve had told, I should say 'repeated', this dirty joke to her and she had told Matt (and you know how matt loves those dirty jokes). Well somehow matt told me (a long time ago) but forgot the punch line. So he was begging Tamila to tell him so that he would go crazy but she just would not tell him. "Matt if I tell you your just going to go around saying 'OMG Tamila's boyfriend told the dirtiest joke ever!' and everyone will think my boyfriend is a freak so no, I will not tell you!" I mentioned to her that no one would say that because all guys tell dirty jokes SOMETIME in their life. "NO, STEVE IS LIKE THAT!! HE'S NOT DIRTY HE WAS JUST REPEATING THE JOKE!!!" I told her that it was no big deal because no one would care but she apparently has to keep up this image that people has of him (which is him being a huge 'sex god' the way she talks about him). I just think she was getting all worked up over nothing, but that's just me. I can see where she is coming from though. She's just trying to protect Steve. Its honestly no big deal though. Everyone has told a dirty joke at some time and personally I would think it was weird if Steve NEVER told a dirty joke. It just shows that Steve had 'Flavor' in his life (and no one just likes Vanilla all the time). You have to throw some Oreos on it and you can't forget those nuts!! Then top it all off with some Wild Cherry Pepsi/Coke.

Mmmmm Vanilla with cherries, and hot coco w/marshmellows....mmmmmm. Well I'm off to find some sweet things to munch on. All this talk of food has got my tummy rumbling!! Good eats!


Mood Music-Help!- The Beatles

PLEASE someone get Tamila some help (lol). She needs to chill!

Wednesday, September 25, 2002

Stress for the under achiever

Man I am way stressed out! Not only do I have this MFAA thing to get done but also I am the Chair Person (on the t-shirt committee) for English Arts Club. I have to call around town and get prices, styles, and ect. This is going to be so much fun! I plan to be a good leader though. I don't really think that there is anyone to lead though. I think its just matt and I. Goodie! Matt and I have this thing where we both say (at the same time) "we see eye to eye" then we do that stupid hand movement yeah....goodtimes...

I WILL get this done or atleast I hope I will (lol). I feel excited to be so involved in something. Did I mention that Tamila was elected vice president? No? Well she was (lol). I was so happy for her. She has been jipped out of alot of things so finally she can be in a position that she deserves Although others didn't seem quite as excited ::cough cough::. Anyway MOST of everyone wanted her to be VP or else she wouldn't have gotten so many votes. Geeze 15 people voted for her, 7 for one guy, then 5 for the other person. That's got to mean somethin'.

I guess that's all that happened today.

Oh, Fashion Design just keeps getting better and better! Today we had a fabric hunt. I know I know, that sounds really stupid but I really enjoyed it. We were given a list of different types of fabric and we had to either cut them out of a magazine or find the actual fabric and paste it onto a piece of paper. It was so cool. I'll never be able to read Cosmo again with out noticing the use of decorative lines.

Mood Music: All you need is Love- The beatles

ps- is it just me or does everyone seem to be fighting. Maybe its just the really preppy "OMG!" people. Its so sad. Why can't cheerleaders and their airhead friends get along? Lol, I'm sorry but you really have to come to my school and see this stuff. Its amazing what people do to each other. Make love not war people!

Monday, September 23, 2002

What's my name again?

::cough cough:: I'm not feeling well today so I decided to stay home. STUPID COLD!!! Anyway I'm going to go back and lie down.

Mood Music: I am the Walrus- The Beatles

ya...I'm the walrus..co co ca chou ::cough cough:: ooo pretty stars..hehe

Friday, September 20, 2002

Show me the money Mike!

Today is......PAY DAY!!!!!! BTW I thought I'd let you in on a little secret. There is a blog that is really awesome. My friend Hannah runs it... . Check it out. She has given me a few ideas on how to improve this place...like adding "current music". Of course I'll changed the title to "mood music" but its basicly the same thing. I just want to give her credit where credit is deserved.

Here's the DL on what Mood Music is...after I've finished with my ranting I will post a song which basicly sums up the entire thing. For instance...."rinse" because I bleached the sink (see yesterday's post). Sometimes I will post some lyrics to further the point of my picking that song. I thought it would be a fun way of getting stuff across!

Mood Music:: Money (That's What I Want) - The Beatles

But you're lovin' don't pay my bills
Now give me money
That's what I want
That's what I want, yeah
That's what I want

Money don't get everything it's true
What it don't get, I can't use
Now give me money
That's what I want
That's what I want, yeah
That's what I want, wahhhhh!!!!
I shall fear no stains!

The other day I tie-dyed a shirt in Fashion Design...man it came out great! Lol my teacher told me to soak it in vinegar when I got home so I did as I was told right? I guess the liquid drained out and what was left was blue and green splotches on my mother's sink. I started freakin' out! I quickly solved it with some "spray n' wash" then added a touch of bleach. It came out like that ::snaps fingers::. I was great. I have made stupid mistakes like this before. One time I put a plastic plate on a hot stove...I didn't realize it was still hot. hehe I figured that out pretty quickly. Did you know that plastic smells really nasty when it?s burnt? Trust me on this one.

Mood Music: Vanessa Carlton-Rinse

(get the irony? Yeah I was bleaching the sink...and yeah...nows its not funny...)


Let me just comment on that song for a sec. If you have not heard this girl yet you REALLY NEED TO!
The art of me!

hmm not much happened today. I am way stressed out though. I need 8 pieces of art for my portfolio by Oct. 21 (or was it 24?)..I AM SO STRESSED. Lets see what else has happened...I got a hot glue gun today. It is so cute! It’s about the size of my hand. I needed it for me 3D art project. It’s funny because yesterday I took it to one of my old teachers to show her...(don't ask why)... Anyway she saw it and I explained to her that it was supposed to do with my life and all ( see the background is painted in warm colors and the cardboard structure is cut into a fire shape) so her comment was "so your life is hell??". Yeah...I quickly responded "NO!! See I consider my life spicy , because I love hot sauce." She replied "oh..." yeah well I don't think she got it. Whatever. It’s going to look wicked cool when I finish it. I think I'm going to have my friend's heads on little springs and they will be pasted all over the bottom. I'm not sure about that though.

Wednesday, September 11, 2002

Can we leave NOW?

Did I mention that after this we are going to her (my best friend's) boy friend's house. Yes this day will never end....Never....now I ....wait wait...I have just been informed that there will be free food at his house. I am considering going with them....ok I am now going with them. I hear there are going to be video game.
Research for the lazy

Here I am... in the SMS Library typing this up because I am being held her against my will. Yes you read it...I am being held....kidnapped if you will. Why because my best friend and her debate partner (who is my ride home) HAVE to do research. Noooo they couldn't tell me this BEFORE I got in the car with them...no they had to tell me right when I had no other choice then to go with them. Grr...If only I had a car...grrr.

Wednesday, August 14, 2002

Here comes the Money!

YA!! The Theater 8 called and I start working friday!! I am soooo excited! The only thing I'm worried about is the fact that I'll be working with greasy food. Yuck.
Yes my School IS Ghetto

Not much happened today. Basically I slept until 5pm, which is not good because next week I have to be prepared to get up at 7!! My school is doing something ghetto this year...see they decided that they would cut the time that we have between classes down to 7 minutes (our school is HUGE so we need a full 10 minutes. Then to compensate for it we "get" to come in at 8:45 instead of 8:00 on wed. Now we still leave the school at the same time, it just starts later. HOW GHETTO IS THAT??? Someone in this school system needs to be beat for coming up with that idea.

Sunday, August 11, 2002

Dr. Evil and Me

So a few days ago I asked my best friend a simple question...
If Dr. Evil had kidnapped me and Steve (her boyfriend), then placed us hanging above boiling "magma", who would she save is she could only save one of us. You know what she said? She said she'd let us both die then kill herself to make things right. Ok sure this "Steve" is a nice guy but he's known her for what...2 months? Whoop de FREAKIN' DO! I have known her for 4 years and she would let me die?? Some how I knew asking that question would end up causing trouble (lol).
Today I tried on contacts at the Eye Doctor. Man I look horrid without glasses!! I know that mostly people think they look WONDERFUL without glasses but that's not the case with me. I look...weird and ugly and fat (lol). I'll have to get my best friend's opinion on this before I make a final decision to get contacts or not. She knows best (a person can’t just go along with his or her own opinion on fashion. They need help from a friend now and again). Did I mention that she doesn't have a phone at the moment? Yeah, they just moved so the phone lines aren't hooked up so there is no possible way for me to get in touch with her. It really sucks! Its weird not being able to call her up on the phone, I'm so used to it that sometimes I actually forget and try to call her. We have talked about getting 3-mile range, walkie-talkies but neither of us really want to spend the money. Her phones should be hooked up in a couple of weeks.

ET PHONE HOME!!

Tuesday, August 06, 2002

So it begins....

Wow so I guess this is the first post..HEHE I am so excited to be able to put one of these on my web site. Sure everyone has one but no one as spicy as mine right? Am I right??
The first thing I should answer is..."why hot sauce?". I honestly don't know why. It’s just something that I have a distinct taste for. The story goes as follows... it was about 3 or 4 years ago when a friend offered me a bottle to put on some fries. At first I was not about to even try the stuff but she kind of forced me to so...I did. That was the day I discovered I'm one of those people who just LOVE spicy things. Now most of my friends know me as the "Hot Sauce Girl". I constantly am using it on everything!! I totally recommend it to anyone who hasn't tried it. A while back I actually had to stop because it was giving me heartburn....a 16 year old with hear burn. I don't think that's a good sign. Right now I am going through a phase where there is no hot sauce in my 'ice box' (as my mother calls it). We haven't been to the store in over 2 weeks and everyone knows I go through that stuff with the quickness!
Good day and God Bless!